wish i could be a charming woman like u,jade
echoinjungle at 10-19-2005, 12:01:
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¢I aÄ*zenpf.chinabroadcast.cn3p"ñvUÀhi, Jade. remember me? am the girl who asked 2 meaningless questions & a stupid suggestions on 15th, the labor palace. remember? how to say, am the teacher of myself, i mean, i haven't accept such professional university education,but i really work hard everyday until i was finishing my self-taught education. this society is full of pretty things and also ugly things, for name only a few, such discrimination for such people who haven't got a handsome certificate. but, am here not to complain something,cause i am a lucky girl, i found a proming and decent job as a editor and translater, although there are a lot of post-graduate or overseas student was competing with me. but finally, i got it . u know what i mean, right?cause am really do a good job, at least to some degree. However, in this large city, whenever i came to my renting house exhaustingly, i just feel that i was losing my passion, i lost my specific goal, i don't know if i lost this job, where i should go? and i know that my knowledge field is so limited, i want to start over and to keep my enthusiam to learn something.but ,u know that, i was lying the bed, turning off the light, and listening u voice gently touching my fingertips, my lips and my forehead, and the charming British accent drive me to the most relax state. and u said, the music is accompany for the people who strives for their life and works hard every day. this feeling is too complicated to tell it clearly. i was just wanna to learn, but is it true that people will abandoned if they just satisfied their present situation? i have no answer, and i don't know what am try to tell u. Maybe just talk, like a strange familiar friend, talk something true in this life without a topic. anyway, now am just changed my American accent into British way, and i really hope that one day i could be a charming woman like u, long black hair, slimmy body, delicate face, meaningful words and fasnating voice, and a series of storys behind back~so nice to have u in this large city~
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